Hate it when something i want , i cant get it. gosh, hurts lot. sampai bile aku kene dudk diam jee.. tao la aku amatur, tapi at least let me learn from now onwards.. takan lesen 2 nak wat pekasam je dalam dompet 2. lebey baek tayah amek lesen.. hmm. u noe what, i da lupe da nak bawak manual. sedangkan first thing i blaja dlu pon manual. ni sebab my mum ta kasi i bawak kete. even dekat nak g kedai pon dye ta kasi.. mmg melampau la kan.. saba je la.. i have no problem with dad, sbb kadang dad encourage i tok bawak.. tp dye tade mase je sbb bz with works.. at home i ade 2 cars. 1 manual which is anser. bayangkan la anser besar kott. mst la i takot nk bawak.. lagy2 tade guide nk tnjuk aja i kan.. another 1 is auto which is kelisa.. i pena da bawak kelisa 2.. sorang pegi town without permission. its easy la nak bawak auto kan.. tp kalo nak mnt permission 2 mmg ta kan dapat la.. susa giler nak mati..
I noe they refused to lent me that car because i still amateur and they worried bout my safeness. but how long they want to treat me like a kid.. i grown up okay.. time to time i learn from experience.. hmm. kadang, i feel they dont think bout me myself, but they more think bout the car.. car is important for them.. expecially my mum. coz that was her car.. bila i mnta nak pegi kedai or somwhere nearby, she said she afraid if somthing happen to the car, she have no money to repair it.. yeah, but firstly u have to think bout me rite.. if i meet an accindent then car come first to ur mind?? huh. go, sent ur car to school la.. -.-"
Why i eagerly want to drive.? pikir sendri la.. da dapat lesen mst la nak drive.. abis 2 lesen tok ape.. saje je buat.. tengok kawan drive lagy la kan. perasaan nk mencube mmbuak-buak.. ramai da i interbiu driver nie.. dorang kate penat je drive.. tp bg i ta penat coz i blom dpt drive continuously.. so, wat pe nak penat. syok ade la.. mmg sampai da bekerja baru la dapat drive kann.. time tu la i baru nak tao jalan. mane shot cut, mane jalan lame, mane jalan baru.. mmg out of date.. kuno.. hm. biala. malas nak berkate- kate lagy.
Sorry, mybe im a little bit harsh.. tp lame da pendam.. saket ati je.. hmm. sory to u mum and dad. i wish u both can trust me one day.. trust that anything happen pon because of takdir.. n if i dont make a mistake then from where i want to learn.. everyone must have done mistake for once in their life. bear it la.
hmm.. done talking. later when im cooler i write again. see ya.
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