Today is pathetic..

My Journal of a day..

5.00am : i woke up soo early as the alarm interrupting my sleep.

6.00am : trying to fall asleep again but it didnt work till i could.

7.16am : suddenly woke up n went to the bathroom to get shower.

8.00am : walk to the class n entered in.met rabiah n other 1 girl i did-not-know-her-name.

8.10am : noticed that we were too early in the class n started call naemah.

8.15am : knew the class was actually started at 8.20am every friday. :x

10.13am : out from the class n went to the cafeteria to get a breakfast+lunch.chat with naemah

11.25am : received a msg from madam rohana that i've been assign to group 12 in BI.n i need to
go to the econss dept.

12.00noon : already out of the gate but accidentally met mak a.k.a athirah n ask her to
accompanied me.

12.04noon : my friend said that she had been there n make an explanation but they refused.

12.31noon : back to our room.

12.50noon : naz leaving us.

1.15pm : thira a.k.a mak leaving us.

13.44pm : open my lappie n online using sharp broadband.

2.03pm : watching Gossip Girls.

4.12pm : realizing im too bored.n hungry too. :(

5.10pm : asking 'them' to buy me a cheesy wedges at KFC.

6.50pm : going down to buy 2 drinking water.teh o ice n orange juice.

7.20pm : on athirah bed while writing my journal today. ;)


XOXO~

p/s; i need privilege card for my debt.

If itu If ini..?

shaye buntu~

mggu nie is miggu last bg ku if aku nk kluar...mggu setrusnye aku rase tade mase dah sbb salah satu nye..

*tade wit
*busy week
*exm

uwaaaa~
seday 2..duduk dalam dorm yg sunyi pd wktu siang n creepy pd wktu malam...uuu...takutnyeee~
this week free lagy sbb class juz started..so,ta byk beban sgt..y beban nie otakk nie.. *da la smbn tade owg ;(
ade masalah klu balek n klu ta balek..antaranye......

If aku balek ta gune banyak duit coz my aunt blanja..kn anty kn.. *senyum kambeng
If aku ta balek gune banyak duit nak beli makanan la air la..mcm2..ish
If aku balek mybe aku ta boley date ari ahad 2.. *cian partner aku..;(
If aku ta balek aku ley kau bile2 mase.. YEY!
If aku balek konpem2 aku ta wat omwork nye coz obsesi sgt tgk Korean Movie~
If aku ta balek mybe la agk la yang aku akn wt omwork aku.. *laugh
If,If,bla,bla,bla.....

conclusion; aku ta balek kot..ngee~

XOXO

Midnight movie yea??

Probably u guys thing that i've made watching midnight movies rite?
Naaahhhh~
it almost n not gonna happen coz we both afraid to-do it so...HAHA
1st planning was we both wanna watch Robert Pattinson in REMEMBER ME..


when we got there *JJ seremban we search for the movie..but,it showed that the movie only showed at 10PM on that day..so,we come up with many conclusion which are

* not watching at all
* watching others movie
* or stayed until midnight n watching at 10PM

the last decision was made by me..n im juz gone crazy that day so,it come up on my mind..at first,Nuraini Abdullah *net agreed with my crazy decision..i said if we stayed till midnight,we can go to my house n sleep over there since my family not at home..but,at the end she juz afraid to-do it n we went back to nilai with no movies that day..HAHA..

what i've been thinking that day was so immediate..HAHA n i never thought that i could have think that..wut a laugh..


XOXO~

p/s: net naty one day kite tgk midnight k?? :P

Padly,kau jaat...

Baru engat nak pergi JJ semban petang nie memandang kn aku tade klas..
hish!Padly jaat..dye tnk jemput lak.. *dye ade moto je..
kalu moto mmg aku tlk mentah2 la..aku pwn ta pena nek moto ngn laki..
hish!Padly kedekot...pinjam la kete mmbe.. *mmbe tade,so kete tade.
aku nk pkse dye jgk sbb aku boring...tp ta boley...isk.sik.


p/s : bile mao kaye kate nk bli kete nk bawak aku p jalan2...cpt2 kaye!

Things happen so quick..

Aku tengok result pada malam tu..aku da agk!
ape yg aku expect slame nie mmg btol walupun aku tank kn bnde 2 trjadi..
tp,its really happened..
sepatutnye kluar 11th march 2010...*same ngn rslt SPM.
tp my friend said today da kua da *8th march 2010.
i said "oh my god!" cena nie...im being pessimist..so,dgan kudrat yg ade aku bkk jgk..
then,what i've been thought has happened..n im shut awhile..

Pada hari aku masuk cfs IIUM balek..aku tak pikir pape..
aku pikir kn kwn2 aku...yg da lame ta jmpe..
tp malam tu sebok la nk check jadual wktu bile..*im going to be in grup 3.
esok ta pk panjang..trus pegi klas ikut spt jadual yg dttp kn..
jmpe la kwn2 sekelas dulu...gembira sbb jmpe kawan lame n aku ta keseorangan dic2.

Tak lame slpas 2,sorang membe nie kol..dye kate "jom kite wt klas tu sem nie"
dye ajk aku amek klas tu mase short sem nie..so,thats mean aku ta yah xtend another sem..
tnpe mmbuang mase dn ta pk pnjang agy aku trus stuju..
tp,aku kne 2kar grup BI..dr grup 3 - grup 1..then,add subject account.

nahhh,,,subject 2 la yg aku kne repeat... :(

So,the next day..bermula la aku msk grup baru..n jmpe owg baru..lecturer baru..
sng cite evrything new to me..unless,mmbe yg ajk masuk 2 sme grup ngn aku..
hmm..what im uneasy about is i dont like to be in class that i dont noe anyone..

These things happened very fast till i cant tke my 2 or 3 breath in a minute..
hmm...aku masih ta dpt terima yg aku sebenarnye repeaters.
n aku ta dpt trima yg aku keseorangan dalam kelas 2..

I hope i'll be successful to beat him n not lose 1 mark than him..
i hope so that i'll be strong in that class even i'll be ashamed with people around me..
i hope that i'll be knowledgeable n smart as im smarter people..
n i hope there will be no repeat paper in my life again..

Sem baru bermula

Benci!

haish,ta rela nk masuk sem baru nie..malas je nk pack barang..barang bersepah plak 2 sane sini..
naseb smlm da beli barang2 yg basic tok bwk naty..tp gne duet aku...huuu~
tape2..aku bek aty...."tp ayh,tina blnje ayh tisu $2.99 tao!"...

Korang,confirm ke kite dpt bilek same?fatin athira kate kerani mahalah office ckp
slalunye dpt kalu kite wat petition..hopefully dpt la kan..aku mls la nk 2kar bilek laen pas2 nk jmpe owg baru...hee~
ape2 pwn kite tggu sok..

Jeloz!

npe jloz?...hm..mne aci tao!..kite bru je nk abs cti dak skola da stat cti..
nk tao ta..family aku sume g langkawi tao...ta PATUT!..tggl aku sowg2 kt cni..
mne ta jeloz..dowg sebok ENJOY kt cne..aku sebok ChECK IN kt cni..ish2..
da lme la ta g langkawi..rndu plak nk jmpe PUNCHEN!..

*meow meow

Sedih~

Result aku ta memuaskn...im frail to be the best..sory AYAH,sory IBU..i've made mistake again...disebabkn hanya 1 subjek sahaja yg fail dah membuatkn yg len dpandang hina..
setitik nila,rosak susu belanga..
aku btol tade confident nak blaja subjek itu lagy dah..tp,there is someone that have give me support to continue my journey on that subjek..oke,insyaallah awk..I'LL..

Buntu~

Masa short sem aku kne amek BI sahaja..tp bolehkah aku nk resist paper blek?
bolehkah aku?

Gembira*

Aku ade kwn2..aku ade family kt sisi aku slame nie..gmbira,aku jmpe kwn2 lame blek..
gmbira ade org disekeliling aku bile aku memerlukan..gmbira,dye tidak membenciku..
gembira dgn keadilan TUHAN ku yg memberi ku peluang utk berpijak pd bumi yg nyata ini lagi..
Terima kasih Ya Allah..;)



p/s:klu tina tade klas mggu dpn bole trbang g langkawi ta??

Oh Photoshop!

Haish,

Nazurah Abdul Malek saya perlukn pertlongan awk..
mcm mne nie..sy ta reti gne photoshop la...awk reti kn.kn.
Picnik.com da taboley...susah la ceni nk edit gmba..
naty gmba ta cantek...huuuu..~~

Encik Raman plak pg install photoshop cs4..
yg bese2 suda la..bkn reti gne sgt pwn..hmm..cena ek?
tape la..saye cuba dulu..:((


p/s: ngantok plak..1;34a.m.

Beach

Ouh..for god sake,i want beach in front of me rite now!..

The peaceful environmnt there give honored to me makes me feel heaven.

relaxed,cool,peace...i juz love BEACH...

hope my serabut all out..n mke coolness gather in..

smart picture

beautiful place

excellent view

p/s : mommy,daddy nk follow g langkawi....;(

Single

Aku sudah single..

4th March 2010

2;54 a.m


kawan2,i joining the group yea!

:))

BABE..

babe,rindo kau lah!!..



p/s; ble mau pulang??..

Alamak!

Oke,dye suda tao..

saye buat silap..

:(



p/s: maafkn saye ayah..

Bosan

sbot saje byk kali tetap tade prubahan..
bosan ade mne2 je..
bosan sane,bosan sini..

tangani: byk kn wt aktiviti lah....

Hey

MORNING!!

hey. my morning time is 9;51 am.

Nasi Goreng TomYam with Sardines..

p/s : nampak sedap kann....yum!yum!mmg
sdp ponnn....;)

Itu resipi saye sendiri...hehe..dr jao mmg ta nmpk ape2..tp bile dkt,perrhh bau dye ta ley thn...

:)

Nak tao cara-cara mmbuat Nasi Goreng TomYam with Sardine...?

Okayy,TAPI!
kene tao dulu bahan2 dye ape...mcm mne la nk buat kalu ta tao ape nk msk kn lam kuali 2..ish.ish...

BAHAN-BAHANnya..

• Nasi puteh..bukan itam atau pink..
• Bwg merah dan bwg puteh secukup rse..
• Sedikit cili potong...bukan 1 guni tao..
• Cendawan butang @ specific name dye BUTTON MUSHROOM..
• Tin sardine..amek ikan je,kuah dye buang..
• Rempah TomYam jename ADABI..

itu la dye brg2 yg akan kita buat untuk nasi greng specil nie..seterusnya...

CARA_CARAnya..

• Masuk kn minyak dulu....(sy gne minyak jagung,sehat kate owg tue2)
• Masuk kn bwg merah dn bwg puteh yg da siap dihiris..
• Tunggu kejap biar bwg tu naek wanginye..
• Masuk kn pule BUTTON MUSHROOM td dn SARDINE yg dah ptg2..
• Kacau2..sehingga mnyelerakan..
• Pas itu, masuk kn Nasi Puteh dn sebati kn dengan bahan2 td..
• Dah ta nmpk puteh2 lagi, akhirnye masuk kn Rempah TomYam Adabi..
• Kacau2..Gaul2..Bilas2..
• Dan Akhir skali msk kn cili..(supaya bila anda ggt cili terase pedasnye..;P)

Siap la Nasi Goreng TomYam with Sardine..maka, jd la ia seperti anda lihat di atas..


*SEDAP KN>>?

Why sis?Why?

YOU know i've been through this enough..
I know that im not perfect to YOU..
BUT,once..only once YOU give respectful to YOUR elders...
YOUR behave doesn't make any sense..
WHY are YOU behave like this??WHY sis,WHY??

Even though do YOU notice no..
BUT at least YOU know what response that they make for YOU...
and also YOU know that YOU have done wrong..
BUT, I even don't know YOU when YOU heedless..
WHY sis?WHY??

I know that YOU saw the changes on their face..
BUT, YOU didn't say SORRY..
A word that give peaceful to others..
SORRY sis,only SORRY make me kind 2 YOU..

YOU are stranger to me even we stayed in 1 roof..
I want to be kind to YOU and to be like others sista..
BUT, when YOU made this thing up again..
I feel like i had made wrong decision..

CHANGE sis,please i beg YOU...
OUR parent will be more sad if YOU'R not change..
not too dificult to CHANGE...
if YOU make a CHANGES, people around YOU would be happy..
and im happy 2 to be with YOU often..

SIS,i love YOU more..but,just YOU didn't noticing it..

COSMO WORLD

Yeah! my fist time ever i went there without thinking any longer and i just go... why do u have to plan 2 or 3 weeks for the excitement activity that u can only made it up a night before... HAHA, i got myself suck up with the feelings where i would never let it go... i just want dissipate my stress and my problems that never end... so, i ask my friends to accompanied me... n thank goodness that someone agreed even only one but its thankful...

Hey, i do have talk big to my friend aini that im not afraid on riding all the games in cosmo world..and she do tell me that she was afraid enough and she will reveal her true self at that amusement park when she rode it...HAHA..guess what,im the one who was scream aloud and aini composed me well enough... LOL..

we just flustered when we 1st rode their roller coaster...coupled at the back just shaking their head and calmed us down...its more afraid when u sit on its chair rather than look it from the back...
we just calmed ourselves down n its start moving...

'Aini,baca doa!baca doa!bismillah........'

'Aini!aini!.....aaaaaaa!!! aaaAAA!!!! aaaAAAAAA!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

its just funny when flash back the memories..

But, we're not just stop and sit on the bench while looking sumone play...non-stop we played from 1 game to another game until i cannot bear it anymore..i felt very dizzy and izzy just like the name of the game...i felt like my stomach want to burst all out the shrimp burger and Milo ice...urgh!very paint-full..so,at that time we stopped playing but only 1 game we dont played coz of my condition...

we dont take so much picture so i cant upload it for my viewers...i hope that i can go there again with my friends and also dont forget my lil sis...HAHA..

p/s; this ride my heart feel like to explode.

Bersalah

Hmm..aku memang ingat nk bawak adik aku sab pergi times square tu tp memang pagi tu tak teringat langsung plak nk ajak dye. Aku serba salah la bila balek aku cerita kat dye yang aku pergi maen cosmo world tp aku tak ajak dye pun. Ish,bile pikir kan balek memang tak patut aku wat camtu. Kalu aku tak nak bwk dye pun ta yah la aku citer kat dye kan.

Hmm..oke,kami mmg la slalu bertekak je dah mulut dye nk marah ta tntu pasal cmtu mane aku tak baran kan. Tp tak patut la hanya disbb kn hal itu aku tak bawak dye pergi mne2. Aku ade trase 1 perkataan nie yg mak aku gtao aku..dye crite kat mak aku yg dye nak abang kawen cpt2 supaya dye dpt kakak ipar n dye nk kakak ipar dye bwk dye pergi shoping bagai.

Aku trsentuh gak ngn ayat 2 sbb ape gne nye akk da ade tp nk akk ipar plak. Tp salah aku gak sbb ta pernah nk baek ngn dye. EGOIS sgt. susah la nk buang egois nie. dye cam da sebati tao dalam bdan aku.

Hmm..insyaallah. Aku akan cuba untuk bwat sperti kakak2 yg len. Aku cuba tuk jd kakak yg baek yg dorg akan rindu aku bile aku berjaohan ngn dorg. Tgk la cane nanty.

Sab,sorry tao akk ta penah jd akk yg kau ingin kan. Kite same2 egois. Kau nk mng, akk pwn nk mng. Tak pernah nk mngalah. I noe im not supposed to do that n be cruel to u. u're my lil sis n no one will take u from me. ceh! bermadah plak. oke2. sab,nanty akk bwk kemane2 akk pergi oke.