S0rry

Gosh! byk bende aku buat dye saket aty with kenyataan aku kt facebook.. have no intention pon nk buat dye saket ati.. it juz like i want him to noe that i still remembered him n care.. tp kenyataan kt facebook tu buat kn dye salah paham.. arghh.. aku ase aku bodo sgt.. betol ckp aini, "korang da tade pape..ingat tuu"
kalu boley aku tnk dengar pon ape aini ckp.. tp itu kenyataan.. apepe pon aku kne admit .. Yes, i've noting relationship pon dengan dye.. u've no one qistina.. open ur eyes.. he's not belong to u anymore.. let him go.. huh!

I really hate myself when every second i got him in my mind.. hate myself when i flash back all our memories.. hate really hate when i look at his picture but then i cant tell him that i miss n love him.. everyting whatever feelings in me i kept it inside.. showing to him might not change anyting.. he wont able to talk to me ever once..

U, ape yg i wat actly is because i love u but in a bad way.. i express it in a wrong situation.. or even worse.. but believe me.. im doing all that because i love u.. remembered when u ask me whether i want to be fren with u? i ask with question.. what if we be more than fren? you answer, let be juz frenn.. hm. i dispointed with that answer but bear it though.. when i told u im sick.. u care less to me.. u juz said take gud care of myself for study n sleep early.. only that from my expectation that u might say more like "have u been to the clinic? or have u taken any medicine?feeling any better?put some cloth on ur forehead? or what ever looks like caring enough... but, NO.. there no any words u said to me like that... hmm.. i dispointed again..

But, when i discover myself n i got the exact answer.. it is because WE HAVE NOTING RELATIONSHIP.. we are over.. hmm.. then i realize i give u very hard time.. i blame u with many situation that i noe it was my mistake.. all i've been thinking is i want u give more attention to me juz like before..hmm.. sorry again for my mistake.. i guess u wont be able to forgive me for what had happend to you.. u might have hate me though..
n  never want to talk to me again coz all i said was juz like a knife stabbed to ur chest.. really painfull to you..

If u read this,can i say that i want to non-stop loving u.. n non-stop missing u.. stop loving u same as my heart stop beating.. i love u once for the second time.. n i want to love you forever my live.. hard to erased hard to forget.. i sanggup berubah semuanye if u accept me back as ur lover.

sory my dear, i still love u n forever it takes. <3